Tuesday, January 25, 2011


Im free to be me and that's how its gonna be...... been a prisoner of yours for too long while living unhappily. No more pain, hurt and anger will be left inside of me, I've gotten a promise from GOD that he will Heal and Protect me. Patch up my wounds and fill my heart with glee. I feel Him changing me from inside oh can't you see?!! Im a new person now Im filled with Love and not Hate. If you don't change your Evil ways you are gonna meet your Fate. I don't know if you are ready for him but he's coming for you, so clean up your evil ways and right all the wrongs that you do. Dot all of your I's and cross all of your T's..... get down on your knees to pray for forgiveness and to have mercy on you. God says there's room up in HEAVEN but; all won't make it  but just a Few.

Monday, January 24, 2011

Random Thoughts

My mind is cloudy and so is my judgement. I'm confused and don't know what to do but yet I'm still in love with you. I'm stressed, depressed and all cried out. Don't know where I went wrong and what's this about. I'm hurting inside and can't find my way. Guess I gotta keep praying for a better day. For someday we can walk hand & hand.Oh, how  I wonder what's God's plan. Plan for us and where would we be? Is it walkind down the isle in holy matrimony? My life is a wreck and I can't see why, but I ask you Dear Lord give us a sign. Please help my family make the right decision and give a blessing while having mercy on me. This is your child Toya crying out desperately!!